feeling sad because mom flies home tomorrow. feeling ANNOYED that dane is still awake at 10 pm. trying very hard to keep the bubbling boiling anger in check. annoyed that i gnawed on my fingers again. very happy that so much got done in the yard parts of my house thanks to the mom. worried about teaching a voice and piano lesson tomorrow. missing the husband. so happy i have my two little boys, even the non-sleeping one. wondering where i’m going to get coffee at 5:30 in the a.m. tomorrow for the ride to the airport. wishing i had millions of dollars to give to those i love.